It’s a Monday morning, a holiday, and I am hit with the realization that everyone in my family is currently with their significant others. Here I am, though, with my textbooks and Bible and worship music and the rain falling outside the open door.
You know the moment? The one where you could sink into comparison, into staring at the green grass on the other side of the fence?
And for the first time in so long, I realize something I’ve always known but have a hard time acknowledging:
I am so far from being alone. The chairs may be empty across the table from me, my companions books instead –
but I am wholly complete. I am wholly me. I do not need another to define me –
for I am already defined.
I’ll tell you the days singleness is hard, and I’ll tell you the days it’s wonderful. But no matter the day, if it’s a hard or good one – that truth doesn’t change. I am wholly complete. I am already defined. A daughter of the King.
Do you take the time to notice how He meets you? In the sound of falling rain, in the absence of another? Do you notice how the Psalms meet your longings and you joys, and that life can hold them both? I want you to know you are allowed to long for a relationship – but do not let that longing define you.
Because you are already defined.
You are defined by the One who made you. You are defined by the way you laugh, and the things that make you crumple to the ground in sadness. You are defined by the way your smile reaches your eyes, and the way your hands hold another. You are defined by the way babies wrapped in your arms make your heart sing. You are defined by your kindness, your strength, your gentleness.
Those things make you, you. Not an empty chair. Not the quietness of a room. Not the questions from a family member, asking if you’ve brought someone home – and your answer should never be a no,
it should be a yes.
You’ve brought you.
And that, sweet friend, will always be enough.